Dear Loved Ones...

Talking Through the Closed Door

You probably haven’t forgiven me yet for Y2k. I’m sorry and hope you will forgive me. I’ve always been a prepper since a tornado passed over our house in Ohio while my mother sheltered us in the basement. I was six years old.

About five years later, another tornado threatened our town in Maryland, and by that time we were latchkey kids. That was also one of the years when we had a TV, and the Emergency Broadcast System warned us to go to the lowest room in the house and take shelter. I took a loaf of bread and a jar of peanut butter with me, and stashed them under the bed. It wasn’t much of a prep, but the tornado wasn’t much of a tornado, fortunately.

But bad things kept happening in my childhood. Divorce. Abandonment. Abuse. Neglect. Victimized and filmed in a child porn movie by the son of neighbors who were friends of my mother and stepfather. Hippie pot-smoking parents and stepbrothers (who graduated to heroin and wrecked our cars and punched it out with their abusive father while we younger ones cowered downstairs). Neighboring parents forbade their children to play with us because our family had a bad reputation. Maybe that was why we moved so often—ten schools in twelve years.

Since I couldn’t count on the adults in my life to be responsible adults, I took responsibility for my own survival, and my little sister’s. I also had pioneer genes, and it came naturally to stock up in times of plenty to put something by for the lean times and emergencies.

And since the first six years of my life had been very different from the second six, my values were traditional and conservative. For six years I was the rector’s oldest daughter, and though I didn’t read the Bible, I knew the old 1928 Book of Common Prayer liturgy by heart. Train up a child the way she should go, and when she is old she will not depart from it (Proverbs 22:6).

So I was computer-naive and an easy mark for the Y2k test-psyop in the year of our Lord 1999. I was a netizen with only two years of internet experience under my belt (your dad still regrets making me learn how to go online), and I fell like ripe fruit into the hands of covert operatives who were doing a test run to see how long it took propaganda to spread and affect buying habits. The Y2k bug was hyped way beyond its actual ability to do damage (as your poor engineer dad kept trying to tell me), and voilà, a prepper industry was born.

Well, now I know the why. I can see the continuity from 1993 (Medicare covers flu shot) to 1996 (JonBenet Ramsey, media drama around the faux death of a faux girl that never existed) to 1997 (Amazon was taken public by your friend’s dad) to 1998 (Google founded), to 1999 (Y2k) to 2000 (hanging chads) to 2001 (9/11 and the Patriot Act). In order, that’s disease transmission by inoculation, fake news media manipulation, centralized supply chain, internet policing and surveillance, survivalist propaganda, election interference, and suspension of Constitutional rights. To be followed by a new wave of “war” in the Middle East.

Wow, the turn of the last century sounds like 2020-2023. I’m sure it’s because those were necessary, if covert, steps to arrive where we are today. And where is that?

You can find it in Matthew 24, Mark 13, and Revelation 12 & 13. Just look up the word “deceives” in the BlueLetterBible app.

Mark 13:5 And Jesus, answering them, began to say: "Take heed that no one deceives you. ... 7 "But when you hear of wars and rumors of wars, do not be troubled; for such things must happen, but the end is not yet.

Because of the Covid shutdown in 2020, I realized a few things. Social media was being used to divide our population into groups, sorted by age, politics, race, intelligence, education, religion, etc. The new technology that brought us the JonBenet drama in 1996 had become a vehicle for delivering fake news about false flags and nonevents that nevertheless seemed like real events. It enabled our techno-lords (those whose roles in continuity of government gave them control over what we read, watch, think, and how we behave) to pen us up in our little boxes and try their mind and behavior control experiments on us, to see if they could keep the experienced older generation away from the younger generations that had not yet encountered these slicker but similar influence operations.

If you younger people were allowed to listen to us older folks, you would learn from our mistakes. After Y2k, I got rid of my handcranked grain grinder and twelve buckets of wheat, and wrote it off as a lesson learned: not everything you read or see on the internet is true. And that applies to all screens, whether TV, monitor, tablet, or phone.

But that didn’t prevent me from being herded into a box when the next divisive psyop began in 2020. The old deceptions weren’t going to work with me, so I didn’t find prepper channels suggested in my social media feeds. I certainly believe in preparing for a 3-6 month disruption in services, because earthquakes, fires, and hurricanes happen (by human will, apparently). I am not going to build a bunker, stockpile weapons, or learn to ID poisonous mushrooms so I can eat off the land, and apparently I had been correctly ID’d by the social media algorithms, since I wasn’t offered those suggestions, though I see plenty of these posts in channels I skim through.

I was intrigued by the Q drops, though, and the narrative that was formed around it, and it took me about a year to figure out that it sounded like a crafted narrative because it was one. I was censored and ridiculed more for sharing that stuff (really, I should have known better, and I’m sorry, but also not sorry, because I had to see the whole picture, how both liberals and conservatives were being deceived).

I was particularly offended by the ridiculous racial divisive operation that replicated the 1970s “race war.” I lived through that time, and I knew it was bogus then and now, a deliberate effort to keep people separated so that different information could be fed to each group. I fought against it. Sadly, to no avail. By the time Facebook and Instagram and Twitter were censoring me, I gave up and walked away from those apps.

Do you know that abortion is a genocidal operation to keep the black population from growing too fast? and the transgender op is to identify and prevent the abnormal, or “unfit,” as the Nazis called them, from reproducing so that the new civilizations start with a healthy gene pool? they won’t waste precious food and water during the Tribulation on “useless eaters.”

I saw you, my children, and your generation become just as psyoped about BLM and abortion as I had been about Y2k, and I could do nothing about it. For one awful moment I wished I had never brought children into this world, to suffer and be deceived into sin. I was wrong, and instantly repented, but like all normal mothers, I do not want my children to suffer and sin. God knows that you will, though, and He loves you even more than I do, and He sent Jesus into the world to save sinners like us, so He allowed me to leave your social media circles for your good as well as mine.

Instead, I joined other social media apps and finally landed in Telegram, having been pushed out of many apps and channels when it became clear that I didn’t belong in their boxes (Me: “oops, this is the antisemitic app, where’s the door, please?” or Them: “please move to another channel, we’re getting too many posts complaining about your opinions”). So much for the First Amendment. The right to challenge the narrative apparently isn’t in the Constitution. If we had any Constitutional rights. Which we don’t.

Note: Telegram isn’t exactly a bastion of free speech, since the audience is very controlled, but so far it hasn’t interfered with me much, just a zapped post or two by an invisible censor. It is controlled more by channel owners who have agreed to stick within certain subject guidelines in exchange for boosted view numbers, gaining them an audience for merchandise sales and linked monetized channels, and other opportunities to make or save money. Some have chosen Mammon over God, which makes me very sad.

So where is all this leading? Well, for one thing, I have learned a whole lot about what’s really going on, as opposed to what people in each of the boxes are told is going on. After being kicked around like a beach ball, I’ve gotten a good look into a lot of the boxes (the alien invasion and flat earth ones are a testament that the “dumbing down of America” operation was successful—this is why I homeschooled you). A little bit of truth, and differing bits of it, are shared with each group, along with a whole smorgasbord of lies.

So I came at it a different way. I had started reading the book of Isaiah in 2020 while sick with Covid, and found some good prophecy teachers and resources. I prayed for understanding. God opened my eyes and made transparent what was previously opaque in past readings. It was amazing—aligned with current events, casting light on everything in the so-called “news.”

I also read through the whole Bible with a smart friend who was a lifelong Catholic but a new believer in Christ; you know who I mean (and that’s all I’m going to say today about the Catholic church, because that’s a whole ‘nuther post…no offense meant to Catholic believers, but I do offer offensive truth to Catholic deceivers, if they want to take me up on it; also military deceivers, Jewish deceivers, evangelical deceivers IN MY OWN COMMUNITY THAT I CONSIDERED MY FRIENDS, and atheist deceivers of any tribe, and I wouldn’t be surprised if the Orthodox church had a finger in the deceiver pie as well). Deceiving is NOT OKAY. Satan is the father of lies.

Anyway. I forgive them and pray for them to repent and be saved from the Wrath.

I’ve had a lot of time to spend online. You three girls aren’t speaking to me or helping to share in your disabled father’s increasing care needs (though you do Facetime him together every month or two), so I am pretty much tied to my laptop in those times when your dad doesn’t need me. It seems tragic (and it is very hard and sad at times), but the Lord has given me this incredible opportunity to unpick all the deceptions by starting my reasoning backwards, from prophecy, and I can see why He has allowed this. It’s even amazingly joyful.

Understanding today’s events all comes down to the technology necessary to create the Mark of the Beast. The whole world has to be connected instantaneously in order to see the Two Witnesses die, lie in a Jerusalem street for three and a half days, and then suddenly revive and ascend to Heaven (Revelation 11:3-12). And if the Mark is required for buying and selling, then everything and everyone has to be encoded and trackable.

Well, that’s where we’re headed. Ukraine vs. Russia fall under the “rumors of war” category. Those countries that can’t muster up a neighboring enemy to do their demolition work for them are making do with “cyberattacks” and “false flags,” and “terrorism,” plus lots of political drama and outrage for distraction. That’s why Jesus said not to let it bother us.

The rest of the fake news is really to make Israel’s allies appear weak so that the Orthodox rabbis will stop depending on the US and NATO to save them, and instead convince them to do what they know is wrong, that is, pretend there’s a war with the Palestinians while Gaza is razed so that natural gas pipeline and LNG infrastructure can be installed (but really everyone profits in Israel, Jew and Palestinian alike, because of the riches of natural gas they will have to sell the world). That’s why we look like fools—to help achieve a (temporary) peace in the Middle East. In reality, it will turn out badly for Israel, but that’s all been prophesied and has to happen. I was satisfied just to know the reason for all the kabuki theatre in DC.

Oh, and then there’s Covid. Note that the health industry was digitized during the lockdown, ready for the switchover to the new world order. I’ve already published my theory on the Covid operation, as a mitigation of the fallout from periodic barium/aluminum/strontium-plasma injections into the ionosphere, which are then agitated and heated to align with the Van Allen belts and strengthen our failing geomagnetic field (that, too, should be material for a new post on the coming Wrath of God). Covid helps us by taking over goblet cells and suppressing mucus, so there’s less barium toxicity. Graphene oxide in the vax absorbs radiation. The adverse health effects of the failing geomagnetic field are being blamed on the handy vax scapegoat.

But death and disease would be much higher if these joint operations weren’t being carried out, because cosmic rays and solar radiation are penetrating lower and lower in the atmosphere. So it’s not pleasant, but it’s also not biological warfare. Good people are trying to fix a broken solar system and save humanity, but they can’t say so or they’ll cause panic. But I can say so, because only about a hundred people follow me. I don’t have enough mass to impact these events and make people start telling the truth and trusting God’s plan. I wish I did.

So, now that I’ve explained, can you see it, too? The entire world is being upgraded to a digital infrastructure based on blockchain technology. We’ll have digital money, digital social credit systems, digital carbon credits, digital supply chains that track products from factory to delivery and farm to fork, trackable and ration-able energy, 15 minute cities, smart homes, industrial and retail robots, and universal basic income. Eventually there will be digital transhuman interfaces, which will change their DNA and make people unhumans, so they can’t be saved by Jesus—that’s the Mark (don’t take it). To install all this is why we’ve been shut down.

The World Economic Forum isn’t lying, you know; this is the great reset, which is being installed just in time for the approaching solar micronova disasters (worldwide earthquake, roaring seas/tsunamis, black sun, darkness, destruction by fire from the sun’s cast off corona, etc.—it’s all in prophecy, but the science of it is also over on Ben Davidson’s YouTube channel). It’s the Great Awakening that is the lie. All the world leaders have for us to wake up to is a nightmare. Right or left, GOP or Democrat, conservative or progressive—no one can stop the solar micronova from coming.

Btw, I’m never going to vote again. We never had a say in our government, and we still don’t. The only difference is that now I realize it. I will not participate in their illusion.

No government can hurt those of us who trust in Jesus to return and take us out of the way; we’ll miss the entire nightmare. My dear children, I pray you and my mother, sister, uncle, nephew, and in-laws all have the opportunity to read what God has given me the opportunity to understand. I pray this makes sense to you and casts a little light on the insanity we’ve been subjected to. It’s not that the leaders are insane; they are perfectly rational, trying to save the world in the face of an unsurvivable encounter with solar instability, and they think they’re doing the right thing by doing evil that good may come. But we can’t save ourselves by our own efforts, and God already has a plan that WILL work, which He foretold millennia ago. It won’t be fun for those who are left behind, though. Trust Jesus, read prophecy, and pray, pray, pray.

I love you, but I love Jesus more, and I will be making that trip upwards as soon as the trumpet sounds. I hope to meet you in the clouds. If not, don’t take the Mark, be brave, die if you must, and trust in the resurrection of the Tribulation saints, and we will be together and with Jesus always. And I will never be annoying again. ❤️

—Mom